nothing. I've always been self-righteous man

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20:07 Reading (82) Comments (10) Category: Personal Diary permissions: public not remember when reading this sentence,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], \not too many feelings, and now beginning to realize this sentence. Only if you have to bear so much suffering to grow,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I would rather stay in a child. Now that life is really hard. I will always remember this in 2006. Spent most difficult year! ! ! ! I sincerely hope this year faster in the past, I now feel like a man about to drown.
God, finally coming to an end my suffering. 18 classes a week as the three classes I no longer thought of the day, I lost a lot of one month and, earlier efforts were in vain. Fortunately, coming National Day holiday. I heard we're going to organize travel in Shanxi, the situation just to get some fresh air, this time very tired! ! ! May disappear for some time.
finally married I like a lot of work done is the same as another accomplishment. Marriage to me do not know is the new beginning or a farewell to the past, but it is very clear that my new life began.
as a result of stress did not have time to travel, but we will make later on, how to have come to Henan,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], it was so frustrating getting married person,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], in addition to my outside our family are ill, alas I am a busy person After finally know before the busy new life but also new pressures ah, my poor 5 days of the marriage with the rain is over. Today is the first day of work waiting for me a bunch of things,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but fortunately fine, and continue to work it!
in a new year, and do not know why but do not grow up like New Year, and maybe his mind Lao Leba. Total daily had felt very tired, very tired. Had a dream himself farther and farther away from the new year must have a new hope, ah,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], what hope, hope their parents good health and friends and all my love love my friends good luck, your students be admitted to good universities, and finally all his blessings can be a normal mother would listen to
dormitory living these days, there have always their mother came to them, helping them to do cooking, washing clothes or something. Suddenly my mother wanted,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but I do not have them so happy, my mother in the care of a sick father, even if one is to the father to see a doctor. I can only learn to take care of their own, but is also used to listen to my mother, take care of yourself,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], to cook their own food to eat, sing and listen to yourself, make yourself happier!
yesterday to Zhengzhou saw Dad, Dad to do this is the fourth chemotherapy, looked at my father after chemotherapy bare head, heart sour. Yesterday, when the weather is a little bit to the cold side of the name of fluids while my father spoke to me, completely forgot the pain in his eyes, his daughter is the most important, he smiled at me listen to me, although I that the words are a mess, but he is like listening to the central file like listening carefully, afraid of missing out every word. So, I cry, wipe tears, to continue, has been without the knowledge of his father's illness, but when he knew one day, unexpectedly strong, but also to comfort us, but also to adhere to the brave to do every chemotherapy.
mother is very strong, never cried in front of my father, only 06 - I graduated that year, the year is also the father found the summer conditions in Beijing, 14 coma after surgery days, I take the night train to Beijing, my mother saw me, the tears. 2006 summer vacation memories that I never want a pain, but also in the summer, I feel like a flower in full bloom in the storm, mature! Gone through some painful things a person will mature faster, my experience tells me is this. I'll never forget, his mother and himself how to depend on each other in an unfamiliar place, what their looking for a person traveled to Beijing court for the father's lawyer, his father how to argue a group of people can be saved over themselves time and time again to ask what those doctors do not give up my father, myself and my mother helped my father again and again practiced walking, carrying their own five or six large bags on the train was jammed in, what their stubborn sweat flowing biting his lips carrying heavy luggage, cried, really good for nothing, not to think about, and Beijing Hospital, a small garden that the little road and scattering my tears, sweat ~ ~ ~ so come back from Beijing My family said I was thin and white, Oh, pretty good, his white count was also rewarding, because the latter need to take care of my father in the wards, I remember very clearly, in that little room I spent a full 28 days, did not go out too ~ ~
painful anyway finally passed, and now our whole family together, with the brave face of difficulties, to help overcome the disease my father, my father and mother is daughter, is home to the boss, I would smile bravely raised his head and the face of life unfortunately, but I will treasure the happy side now.
Note: writing this article is not to win someone else's poor is not how I want to be strong than people think, but my memories of a past so that they are no longer afraid of the future encounter difficulties, remind yourself you can overcome!
human suffering is the reason why their estimates will be too high, only to find themselves today, nothing. I've always been self-righteous man, aware of this so I am very sad. I am proud of all my self-confidence are not of the ~ ~
Well, well, at her husband and several of his colleagues to Mapo eat barbecue, they pick me, I laugh to see me, but no open umbrella in his hand, clothes are wet, huh, huh, is ah, I was thinking about? However, Lin Zhao walk in the rain will clear more. After dinner we drove to Luonan ride, saw his own house is still there for me, as if to see a bright future is waiting for me, but who can tell me why I unhappy? Why is there a strange sad? Perhaps I was too nervous, and think too much, and I recently decided to adjust the period of time, not yet online, let me think about it, think about it ~ ~
makeup these days makes my heart had a few turns, at first collapse into a depression, irritability and then into the final calmed, I have slowly learned to accept life --- do not complain too much suffering, it is because it wants to give you something, calm the test, you will be more mature, on the contrary, you will complain of nothing.
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